Full-Blown Suffering: My Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp pain erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often begin with severe discomfort behind a single eye that lasts for three hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical medical records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the disorder note this.

In the late 1990s, scientists published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.

Official guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.

But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.

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Mark Mccoy
Mark Mccoy

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